Matrix & Deconditioning… Sneek Peek to My New Book

This is just a little sneek peek to my new book that I’m writing, which goes into the depths of The Planet Earth Experience and how to work with it, especially for starseeds, with information for where we have been as a collective, where we are going and how to work with the new energies and release the old. Note, that as the book gets published, the text may have changed – this is what I have for now.

“Now, let’s get into the actual methods to purge the old keys from your system. I will discuss esoteric tools for healing, self discovery, spiritual exploration as well as more humanely mundane methods to do this. The deconditioning process isn’t always that linear, so I can’t necessarily give you a one-size-fits-all answer or a 12-step program to it, but I can help you getting started.

It’s important that we first of all understand the concept of Sovereignty. We become sovereign when we embody the understanding that we have our own Mind, our own Heart our own Soul and our own Body, all individual to us and a part of our fractal experience. This individuality is showing our fellow humans the way our vessel expresses divinity. Our understanding of the Self is important to embodying our Sovereignty. We govern our own bodies and mind and we are the ones best able to tune into our own Heart and Soul desires and frequencies. We can do whatever we want to our bodies and that power should never be in anyone else’s hands, unless we consent to it. Same goes with our Mind. We must take good care of our minds as well, and later we discuss energy hygiene, mental hygiene and appropriate mental health care is a part of it.

The main ways I’ve been able to decondition was through shadow work, therapy, learning and acquiring knowledge and wisdom, getting to know new people aka getting out of my echo chamber, going into my own spiritual healing process and exploring different spiritual methods, mindfully reading new books, remembering that my mind is my mind, and my heart is my heart. Remembering who I really am. Knowing deep down, to the core of my being, who I was always meant to be in this current lifetime. Knowing, that I am not my wounds. Knowing my Soul as the Pure Expression of my Truest Self. Spiritual energy clearing, especially mental and emotional clearing are very important steps here – purification is the key.

Some important things to keep in mind is your through line, the red thread across your life and different lifetimes. This is the most consistent part of YOU that has ever existed… and no, it’s not your pain. It’s a characteristic of YOU that is neutral. For example, myself: an artist, a bit of a weirdo, a burst of colour. I’ve also found myself to be a thoughtful, introspective person who loves to study and know more, always curious, always playful. I love my freedom and I need my space.

Here’s the tricky part – sometimes, when we live our lives true to ourselves, and because we express our true nature, some people (aka those totally immersed in the matrix) might not be happy about it, and they might try to suppress it. That’s how these things may get repressed, suppressed, pushed down, and hidden from our consciousness. So in a way we might forget who we are or completely hide our true self. This happened to me in regards to my gender identity and some other things. To some extent, things like this – maybe not the same exact thing, but different ways of suppressing of the true self – have happened to most of people. No matter how well and with how much unconditional love we’re raised in, there may be other people who question who we are or who just happen to have something against our brilliance. There may be other people who don’t have that love in their hearts.

The mob mentality that was present when people bullied me was trying to sneak in with me to things that I loved. Eventually I was ready to face it and let go of it. For many many years now, my open mindedness and curiosity has only increased, which is a beautiful situation. It’s not that I was ever close minded, it’s maybe more of strong sense of what’s right and stubbornness. So changing the company I was hanging out in was a gift and it helped me to return to my true self. Especially since I sometimes absorbed the energy of those around me – good for me that I didn’t hang out in the drug gangs…

On some level, a lot of us are often influenced by those around us, whether this is offline or online. So the company that we keep is an important consideration in regards to how we must decondition and whether or not we shall be so close to those people. On the flipside, it’s also important to get to know new people and see where the conditioning has to be purged in order to understand them, and/or where we actually find more of ourselves in them which can be extremely beautiful to witness.

This is how conditioning can happen. That’s why it’s important to spend some time by yourself when you wish to decondition. That way no other people come in the mix of your healing and self discovery. It’s also extremely important to become mindful of how certain people make you feel – are these interactions draining or not? Are they helpful? Because this can help you detect the type of energy you’d rather be around. It can also help you notice where you may not want to extend your energy – sometimes this can even show abusive situations and just hurtful situations that we should not be involved in. If you’ve experienced abuse, it’s important to remove the source of abuse before trying to heal. It’s important to notice the red flags and to realise what distortions were programmed upon you – if they were – from these types of situations. I’ve noticed in my own life that these situations left a big wound. Living a full life after abuse almost feels like a crime sometimes. But it’s not – it’s a birth right. And the depths that these control tactics go is heinous.

We have to come familiar with who we were before the abuse happened, and learn who we are after healing from that abuse. What can we integrate? What’s actually a part of our core self? There’s a lot of deep work to be done. Therapy is a good idea for most people, although it’s not a spiritual practice per se. But I do recommend it for healing and deep inner work, it gets the ball rolling and can support us in releasing those damaging dynamics for good.

There are other ways to get to know our human systems and other things, in which acquiring knowledge and wisdom is very useful in. Because if we’re ignorant of certain things, we will only stay on the surface of life, never questioning our old ways of being. Knowing more is a way to open doors to greater understanding of the Universe, the world and all that is. It’s a way to get greater perspectives and a way to get out of those echo chambers. Knowing more will get you on the Way. It will open your mind and get you out of those rigid thinking patterns. After you know, it may push you to put it to practical use in some way. Sometimes simply the act of knowing will create the most powerful ripple effect of change due to this fact. It all starts from awareness. This is something very valuable I got from my time in activism – knowing more can lead to life changing actions and changes in lifestyle that we wouldn’t have done without the knowledge, unless we’re hooked into our cognitive dissonance.

Another way to expand your mind is traveling, changing cities, moving, doing that type of stuff – this is a good way to get out of the echo chamber and even get to know new people as well. I moved out of the city AND my parents house at the same time, for the first time when I was 17. I needed a new start and I’m so happy that I had a chance for it. I don’t remember much from that time, but I do remember that living with my parents was very challenging. So the move was necessary for everyone’s good as well. I met a lot of new people, lot’s of different types of people, and I got to hear their side of the coin. That helped in opening my mind even more and lessening the judgement, probably a key reason for my awakening in the same year I moved out. It was shortly after I had moved out that I was in a heart break situation, I felt rather suicidal and I heard the voice of God, telling me that it wasn’t my time to leave this planet yet. That woke me up and helped me stay here. It took a year or two until I started to practice my gifts for real. Which led onto new online communities and so on. I have been in quite a few online communities and each have their light and shadow. Because until we fully Ascend, everyone will have their stuff to deal with. Until the positive polarisation comes commonplace for all levels of consciousness, we will have some work to do in the realms where we were conditioned and we must release the grip of the shadow.”

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